The random sampling and blood tests does not give any clue as to how the virus was transmitted and under what circumstances. I would be pretty confident in saying that herpes is much harder to transmit IF we take adequate precautions, like wearing a condom. If we all wore condoms 100% of the time (other than those in a long committed relationship) the infection rates would be much lower
You received oral from a woman. 3 days later had some non healing sores. Doc said herpes. You've had persistent itching in that area. There was a 1.75 spike in hsv1 antibodies.
Ppl don't need to have a blatant cold sore to be contagious.
If you dont you are not normal..lol..I mean it is a lot to deal with initially. I will advise mint green tea, meditation, exercise and chamomille tea and cbt training which teaches you to challenge negative thoughts. good luck it is possible to manage and even overcome anxiety.