I believe I may have had my first outbreak 6 weeks ago when I thought I had a cut on my vagina, but also felt very ill.
I have a boyfriend. He's never displayed any symptoms and he's told me he's clean. I know this virus can be transmitted asymptomatically, and he's had a lot of sexual partners (no protection) in the past. He's joked about being lucky. He recently said he'd kill himself if he got genital herpes. He's had a serious suicide attempt last year. I think he may have given it to me....I'm scared to tell him.
I can't sleep or eat. I'm just crying. I know there's l