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hopeful2008

i was diagnosed w/ gh about 3 months ago. like so many people who are initially infected, i'm really scared and nervous about everything...how many ob will i have? how will i tell someone? will they accept me? etc, etc. i've read lots of advice on all that and it just doesn't make me feel any better. normal i suppose? i'm also freaked b/c my prodrome symptoms (tingling) have been going on the entire 3 months and don't seem to be stopping. lucky me to be one of the rare cases where this doesn't stop. i'm just looking for a breather - a few days even! if my symptoms could just stop for a bit i feel i could get a better grip psychologically on this, but it's so hard and i feel so crappy about myself. so anyway, if anyone has any words of wisdom of thoughts, they are appreciated.

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lifesstillgood

I have hsv2 for 10 months now. From what I remember I felt weird for at least 3 or 4 months. Something never felt quite right whether it be tingling feelings or strange nerve sensations. I dont think you are a rare case at all. I think until your body builds up antibodies it just takes time for you body to become adjusted to your new friend. It will get better just give it a little time.

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hopeful2008

thanks so much for your reply. i'm trying to wait it out, but that's really tough as i worry this will last for years. i've read a few horror stories of people having these daily sensations for years and that freaks me out. but again, thanks for your thoughts and i will try and be optimistic it'll pass in another month or so.

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TheArcheologist

I get them from time to time, eventually they go away. Time helps but so does talking for reliving stress, you are not alone and were here to help.:)

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hopeful2008

hi archeologist - when you say from time to time, how often do you get them and how long do they last? and how long have you carried the virus? thanks

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