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starletgonewrong

something like 75 % of people in pornography that includes other people have herpes and or warts . i have never done any porn with anyone but i do have both herpes and warts . because im a call girl . i do soft core porn and i am a rising nude model star and television actress but my life and carrier are now on hold , my vagina is a ses pool . i can not even be photographed , i dont know what to do .

im in so much pain , what relives the pain ?

the medicine dosent seam to be helping , more and more soars just keep coming .

im scared .

my boyfriend who knows what i do ( picture my life like that of sasha grey in the movie " the girlfriend experiance " ) said he willl never have sex with me again even when im free of out breaks . im rewined . im 19 years old .

i suffer from depression and i honestly just want to die . i resorted to porn because i didnt belive in myself , but then i ended up making a lot of money and getting verry famious in the porn world verry fast . and most girls who do porn also turn tricks . and im geussing thats how i got this disease .

but what do i have to say now ? before i was depressed about life in genneral , now im a failed porn star and hooker infected with herpies and warts ?

im worthelss i feel like i should just off myself .

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Guest Seatortuga

Hold it right there. I want you to hold your head and high because you are beautiful and if you keep your head on straight and manage your money well, you will shine and make good money too.

Get on valtrex, take your money, go to college and get out. Until then, live your life.

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sweetheart87

First warts are removeable down there if I have read right. I know people with warts down there and they got them removed. Second, you will get better. The pain sucks now but it will get better. Go to the doctor get some meds to clear up the herpes, and ask if the warts can be removed. Thrid, your bf needs to get a hold of himself. He's scared right now cause he doesn't know what is going on and doesn't know anything about it. Fourth, you need to get yourself out of the business...I know you make good money, but you can make good money doing other things then turning tricks. You are probably a beautiful young woman who has alot ahead of her. Go to school, get an education and be a better person. You WILL get through this...it's no as bad as everyong thinks. Live your life to the fullest, without the porn life!

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IBelongtoMe

Hold On

Sweetie, the pain is hard. The realization of what we have is hard. I suffer from severe depression and paranoia and hallucinations. There are days where I feel no one understands and dying would be better. But you're beautiful and life will get easier.

The porn world is NOT a place for good people to get on. I agree, take your money and go to college. I don't know anything about warts but talk to a doctor. Herpes can be controlled through Valtrex. I'm in shock too-I found out 2 days ago that I have it.

You'll make it through. Right now it seems hard. Your boyfriend is scared and confused. If he acts like that, then he's obviously NOT the one for you - that's what my friends and family are saying to me because I have to tell the guy I'm with that I have HSV-2. And they're right, as much as I like him and want to be with him, if he can't respect me for who I am then he's not the one for me.

Hang in there love - we are ALL here for you!

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justmyself

Awww hon, you aren't a bad person. You just made some bad decisions. Go to a dermatologist about the genital warts.

Try warm baths with epsom salt for the pain. If it hurts when you urinate, try leaning forward when you go or pour water on yourself as you go. Even try urinating in the shower or bath. Drink plenty of water to keep the urine dilluted so it will be less painful. It does get better though! Hang in there and know that we are there for you!

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starletgonewrong

thank you for all your support and comments , i really feel so alone right now . i told a close friend of mine and he had the nerve to tell some one big in the buisness , so now everyone will know . im mortified , this is personal . i only do solo pornography so this isnt something they need to know about .

im all hormonal and upset and trying to save my money because i cant work and my boyfriend is stealing from me and messing um my home but wont help me clean . i know i need to get rid of him but i feel so alone already . it feels like its better to have some one shitty around than no one at all .

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chooseyourbattles

I used to date a small-scale porn producer, and he also said that 75% of pornstars have genital herpes. He said that sometimes they would even come to the studio trying to hide outbreaks under their pubic hair, at which point they would promptly get fired. It's apparently a don't ask, don't tell kind of thing.

As for genital warts, I have them too. I only had one outbreak, which I got rid of with Condylox.

Some people would think your job was liberating. I don't personally see anything horribly wrong with being a pornstar and a call girl, although I wouldn't do it myself. But if you don't like it, then for heaven's sakes get out of the business. Even strippers can make decent money without having to have sex.

I am really surprised that your boyfriend is okay with your being a prostitute, but not okay with your having herpes. He doesn't sound like a particularly intelligent person. If nothing else, I would try to find a new man.

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E2F83

Omg

If you're Sasha Grey or look anything like her you're gorgeous.

Seriously though, it's OK don't be sad, this is really nothing. Don't let this define you.

I'm sorry to hear about your situation, but please try to pick yourself up again. Everyone makes mistakes, it's part of life and being a call girl doesn't make you any less of a person. Cheer up and find another guy, tomorrow is a new day.

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HITBYHSV

Hi - I think that your situation is a huge call in your life to make a turn for the better. You seem to have moved yourself into a dead-end by doing what your doing and - especially - living with your BF - he seems to like your money but not you! - Get rid of him! - no matter the pain of loneliness - you will manage - your stronger than you think! Take your money buy the meds you need to "clean" yourself up - its possible to get OB-free of Herpes and its possible to get rid of the warts - but you need to go get the right meds by your Dr.

I dont want to say much about what you do; - we all watch a porn now and then, and I reckon people who are watching shouldnt tell people who act it, thats its a bad thing what they do - but when I do watch a porn - I always wonder how a beautiful girl like most porn actresses are could end up in that "position" when their beauty should give them so much more self-esteem and selfrespect to keep them away from such business; - I mean how easy wouldnt it be for you - before - to find a good hard working guy to share life with? - a beautiful well shaped woman like you? - young and with a kind heart.....think well about that.....

Let your Herpes condition be the coin that turned your life into leaving everything your involved in now - take your money go to another state start a new life away from all that bullshit....what do you think?

Your life is long not over! your only 19 - right? Your life has just begon sweet heart - you just started off on the wrong foot - so what? - you still have the other to get it right on......dont allow things to get even worse....

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