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Daria79

*original post deleted*

I chose to delete the contents of the orginal post because it was written in a fit of frustration and bitterness and anger. But I forgot that words have power, and some of the things I said could really have a negative affect on those who read it. I am sorry to anybody who was hurt or affected by my negativity, and I wish you all the best.

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lizabeth

I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling.. I'm glad you came to vent about it. People here are very nice and always willing to listen...

Men can suck (women too) but I'm learning it mainly about being happy with yourself and loving yourself despite the rejections and having now herpes.. (which totally doesn't help)

Some days are hard and I seriously have to make myself dress up following the "look good feel good" motto.. and go forward.

I'm probably not helping much.. I just want you to know that I was listening to you and here to talk.

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oic

Oh I feel your pain, I'm shy, and awkward, never could keep a relationship for more then a week. i've dated like twice in my life of 16 years, and one of those relationships were in grade 5. then i met this guy, who i really liked, i had sex with him, then a few days later i get an OB and find that hes sleeping with my bestfriend. this was 7 monthes ago, i jst found out it was herpes now.

you are 30, and you will and can find someone who is mature enough to deal with it. I dont know much about relationships and love, but i know that i wish i caught herpes when i was 30 rather then 16 :(

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Daria79

Oh dear...

OIC, honey I am so sorry that this has happened to you at such a young age. And I am so sorry that today you came across the bitterness and bile that a spewed in that post above. I should erase it. I am going to erase it, because today I am having a really bad emotional day. And everyday is not like this. Only a few days in the past 4 months of my diagnoses have been this way.

And in addition, my problems stem from personal issues and aren't really herpes related. They are just enhanced by it. Before I contracted this virus, I had these same spells of bitterness and frustrated anger. There are things about ME that have to figure out, things that no pill or vitamin will fix for me.

Oh dear heart I wish the best for you and I hope that my words have not caused you anymore pain than you already feel. I'm truly sorry.

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WarriorKing

Daria, I didn't get to read your original post. Oh, shucks. :)

Anyway, you might find some people on this site that you can relate to and some may be willing for you to message them when you do feel a need to just vent, but don't really want it to be public.

Good Tidings.

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