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Hi,

I just found out about a month ago that my boyfriend is a carrier of HSV, of coarse I found out the hard way- I received it. He never had any signs or symptoms and had no idea. Both him and I have great jobs in the medical field, which makes this even more embarassing and frustrating.

I've only been in 3 long term relationships, he is my fourth and I'm really hoping it works out. He felt/feels awful and has been great in being there for me while I'm trying to deal with it, which I've had a very hard time doing. My doctor recommended that I find others to talk to on a website, so here I am.

I've been a wreck, I'm young and if for some reason this relationship wouldn't work out, I feel like nobody else will want anything to do with a girl with HSV. I also don't want to feel like I have to stay with him because of it, but right now everything is going great I've just been thinking alot about all of this.

I don't get it : ( I'm not a bad person but I put myself in that category now. I'm hoping that talking with others who know how I feel will help.

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welcome :)

Welcome!

Most people catch it from someone who doesnt know! Why are you ashamed? Its just the same as coldsores except down there...if u have genital herpes!!

you will feel ashamed, disgusted, worthless etc....basically crap!!!!

Because something has happened to you which you had no control over......

And yes its a fact it may come back..... but never as bad as the first time...and it can be managed via eating right...being healthy.. or meds....

You can still get married, have kids, fall in love, have the best sex ever.... and hey when u are able to have sex .... you will make the most of it.....

And yes it is a fact some people are ignorant and asses....and may not see past the "herpes" just explain it is coldsores..but down there.....

1 out of 4 people that have genital herpes have no symptoms...thats why its spread soooo easily.....so techincally you are safer sleeping with someone who knows than someone who doesnt have a clue!!!!

Also....is a good test whether someone realllly likes you or is just taking the piss.... someone who really sees you for YOU will not even think about the herpes...... sayin that it is one of the most common things in the WORLD... yet most ppl dont talk about it...over 80% of the population has it... and has been around since beginning of time... you have nothing to worry about. Herpes tends to weed out guys that arnt really in it for you.....

You can either go down two routes here..... think its ruined your life and you...

which it really hasnt......

you could have caught HIV, a disability, be infertile.....would you rather have that???

Dont get me wrong....its tough at first because you feel angry and have lost a lil bit of control.... but u really havnt...if anything herpes has made me stronger... and made me really take control of my life....

If anything if a good reminder that anyday you can wake up with something wrong with you...be that cancer, a virus, a disability etc...so make the most of your life, love greatly, have amazing sex, be kind, considerate, love your body!, be healthly and your virus will fade with time!!!

Only you will stand inbetween you and happiness.

x

Also many people one here you will find are married to non h partners, have kids etc!

http://theherpesblog.com/people-with-herpes/ < 20 years, non h partner

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boo is right. First of all your not a bad person at all. Herpies does not decrimates between good and bad. Both good people and bad people get herpies. It is not your fault so dont blame yourself. As for the medical field so am I as long as you wash your hands you be ok

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The same thing happened to me - and probably almost everyone else who has herpes! No reason to be ashamed. I hope that you two stay together for a while, because it is very nice to have someone to cope with. But please remember, 1 in 4 people has this - you do have a relationship future no matter what. Nothing about you has changed - and you will still find people who see all of your good qualities despite a virus.

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