wish I had fricken health insurance, or at least money

[madness]

Ok so the response to justabout everyone's questions that I've seen is "go see your doctor", but I can't afford to. it sucks.

anyway, I was a little unsafe last year at school and I got the clap, which _sucked_, but fortunately it was cureable. Now, I haven't had any kind of pains or anything in my genitals since then, everything's been cool. But at some point, I developed this bump on my rear right near the crack. It was first under the skin, now it's over the skin. It's stopped getting bigger but it's been there for at least 3 months and it is PISSING ME OFF cause it hurts to sit down on. It feels a little soft and it is red, but I've never had any fluid come out of it (besides the time I unsuccessfully tried to amputate it with a razor. I know Im an idiot, but it was all blood.) So tell me something other than "go see your doctor", cause I will, when the day comes that I can afford it. No, I haven't been having sex with anyone lately, I sort of stopped doing that after I got that other nasty disease.

the only possible alternative reason that this bump/blister thing could be there might be because I sit down a lot on hard surfaces. almost every shower I take I sit down on the tiles and fall asleep for like half an hour, and low and behold, this thing comes right where I sit.

any thoughts?

[SpecialGuest1234]

Find a free health clinic in your area and go see a doctor!

Angela