One of our members has contacted the Pharmacy in Kiel Germany inquiring about getting the cream.. will keep us informed. They were suppose to ship to me via pay pal etc. Then no response. I reached out again last week no response back. Will try again...
In the same boat as you about 3 weeks ago. First day was horrible, first week was terrifying, and now I'm accepting it. I do tend to process things quickly especially situations that are out of my control. But finding this group here has shown me I'm not alone and I'm not the only one going through this. Stay positive you haven't changed any, you just know what many others don't know.
I know that everyone is different and you can't always use that as a guide, but a noticeable lesion will usually have other symptoms associated with it.
Antibiotics won't work on herpes, so it the anti-biotics assisted to clear up the lesion, then it is definitely not herpes, but I guess it's hard to determine if it was the anti-biotics that helped clear it. Anti-virals will work, but even those take more than a few days to clear up a lesion. Unless you take anti-virals before the onset of an outbreak, they don't work immediately.
A few months is still pretty fresh, so you will get those sensations for some time to come, but you will learn to live with it and it will become part of your normal life. You will likely have a clear run for a time and then for no reason get a period of outbreaks or symptoms. It's just the nature of this virus........hard to predict what it will do.