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I am a 36 year old female - and just recently diagnosed with HSV 1 genitalia. I am divorced after a 13 year (Monogomous) marriage and I have been dating a man for the past 7 months. I have never had any symptoms of herpes previously cold sores or anything!! My current partner swears he hasn't ever had anything either, including cold sores. I am so incredibly depressed and bewildered. Even though my current partner wants to stay with me, it is so hard to continue a relationship with him. I feel l that at any moment he willl change his mind and realize that a relationship without sexual intamacy will not work. I want him to get a blood test but he hasn't and I can't be responsible for passing this on to ANYONE. I'm also confused because if he does test positive for HSV 1 but has never had any symtoms do I have to worry about giving it back to him sort of speak. Can a person have this and never have any outbreaks - just be a carrier sort of speak?

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Should be suspicious...

Dear Scared, I wouldn't doubt that this man didn't give this to you. And the fact that he won't get a blood test is a concern, don't you think? What makes you think that after 13 yrs of marriage and no symptoms and then dating this man for 7 mos and you now have symptoms means that you gave it to him? Sounds like it is likely the other way around, but no way to be sure since these symptoms can lie dormant for yrs. I would insist that he get tested for both HSV 1 and 2, and you do the same. If he refuses to get tested, move away from him and take care of yourself. Oh, and USE CONDOMS!

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It is becoming more common for people to get hsv1 genitally because they have had oral sex with someone who has hsv1 calling it a coldsore without knowing that it is a herpes virus.

It is important for your bf to get tested he may have it and not know it. Men don't always get the same symptoms as women. And yes it is possible for him to have this and never have an outbreak. It can also be dormant or latent for many years and have asymptomatic shedding without the person knowing they are contagious.

this article helped me to understand the differences in the viruses and how they behave.

http://www.herpes-coldsores.com/herpes_simplex_1_and_2.htm

I'd like to add that hsv does not mean that you cannot have sexual intimacy it is just more of a challenge. Some partners are willing to work with each other to find a way to enjoy intimacy. There are also antivirals that can help reduce outbreaks.

It would be much easier for you if he would get tested because if he already has it then you don't have to worry about giving it to him.

A blood test will tell him if he has it but I do not believe it will show whether it is oral or genital without the presence of an outbreak.

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yes, have a blood test done. It will be telling if you DO have any antibodies as of yet. If you don't, then you can be pretty sure that your current boyfriend gave you herpes (which sounds to be the case to me.) Also HE should have a blood test as well. AS the others on here have said, he could be a carrier and not know it, he could be in denial, who knows? But I would make HIM get a blood test. The blame shouldn't be automatically foisted upon you, simply because you have the physical manifestations of herpes.

Good luck and go asap!

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