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Hi im AngelLune, its not my real name but i dont prefer to use it. I just signed on to this website for people to hear out my story and relate to me because I got genital HSV at a young age. Honestly i am longing to relate to someone, because where i live there is no one who could.

I would love to share my story but i rather get feed back to this thread so i can know im just not talking to myself. My story is sad, but i just need someone to hear me out!

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stahlgewitter

You've come to the right place and welcome!

Would love to hear your story.

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AngelLune

Well ok its all started at age 14.

It was thanksgiving weekend and i started having a fever and red blisters appeared. I had to pee in a tub for the whole out break cause oh my god it burned and i would shake and cry and didnt know what was happening. I finally went to the doctor where she q-tipped the one that hurt the most and made me shake again. My mom was in the room when we first learned i had it. She didnt even know i was sexually active. Worse feeling ever that is 2nd to the worse feeling when a death of a close friend or family member. Cause honestly i felt that day a part of me died. I was young and i didnt even know the whole anatomy of my girly parts. I remember the most shamful feeling of watching a dvd the doctor gave me about herpes. That painful 30 minutes of the terrible un realistic dvd. Today at 17 i had a small out break after 4 years. I forgot how much it hurts. I keep crying at the fact of how tiny i am and how sensitive my nerves are to make a small out break so painful.

And my real big obsticle right now is highschool. 4 years ago i was a scared 14 year old telling my close friends i have the H, where they told everyone. The "rumor" still follows me to the end of my highschool year. Future boyfriends ask me all the time if i have it. It hurts that the first question out of a guys mouth is about my vagina. What really is the worst thing is that girls act like they know for a fact and tell guys i have h so they would stay away from me.

I mean what if your whole highschool knew of some sort you had the H? You would lie and lie your ass off right? What if you were in highschool and people had been talking about the rumor at your freshman year to your senior year in highschool? Even if you denied it every year?

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question24

Hi im sorry to hear that. High school is hard enough let alone the pressure from students. I hope you get through everything. Ive been told the only thing you can do is stay positive. Im fairly new so if u ever wanna share stories or talk im here.

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AngelLune
Hi im sorry to hear that. High school is hard enough let alone the pressure from students. I hope you get through everything. Ive been told the only thing you can do is stay positive. Im fairly new so if u ever wanna share stories or talk im here.

Thank you, and i would love to share stories! And i am defiantly here to talk about anything so feel free to ask me about whatever you need to ask!

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