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I just wanted to say that this has been extremely extremely hard to deal with and the emotional pain doesn't seem to fade. There are times in the day when I feel I'm a walking zombie, just a walking shell. I traveled 500 miles to be with my girlfriend who was the one that informed me of the situation. I find that being next to her side has helped tremendously....To all those that have responded to my post, thanks a million you make me realize that learning to cope with this is a new way of life. I realize i cannot die from this, but the stigma that comes with it kills me. For days now I wake up in tears and try to pull myself together because I work in a type of environment where I cannot show tears nor any weakness. It's usually on my way home where i usually lose it. My girlfriend and I talk about it and i guess we get kinda consumed with it. I think we should change the subject sometimes because today she saw my tears come out and i want to be strong for her. Seeing her from across the miles made things a little better. We have been coping through this together. Today, I put chorophor on her and the burning sensation on her vagina was awful....She tells me its starting to feel better. I am only hoping it will start to heal. She's incredibly strong and has become a great source of inspiration for me since I have been losing it easy. Pixie, I love you!!!

To all those selfish people out there that do not tell there partners you should be very ashamed of yourselves!! I have read many posts about selfish indivuals that do not tell there partners. I dont respond to those in the fear of making harsh insults. To all those who responded to me and gave me and Pixie words of encouragement, I THANK YOU FROM THE DEEPEST PART OF MY HEART....

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