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Hi I'm new to this site! Just wanted to say hi. I was diagnosed with genital herpes a year ago. It was really crazy. I found out while I was pregnant 7 years ago. I never had symptoms so I kind of thought it was a bunch of bs. My ex came clean with me in the middle of my pregnancy because of how deadly it can be to your unborn child. The whole time we were together he had 1 outbreak so I knew it was for real. He gave me some bs story about how his test results were inconclusive so they wanted both of us to take the valtrex. But he lies about everything which I now know so I think that was a bs story. My daughter had to be tested with a spinal tap a day after she was born. Luckily she was clear. My ex is a drug addict so I left the situation two years ago. I reconnected with an awesome man I knew in highschool. We've been together basically a month after I left my ex two years ago. Well last year things just didn't feel right down there so I went to the dr and told them I was positive for HS 2 but have never had any symptoms. Well they swabbed area and told me what I didn't want to hear. I had to tell my new guy the whole story of how I really didn't think I had it because I never had any symptoms. It was horrible because I didn't want anyone to go through what I went through with my ex not being honest with me. My sex life is my biggest struggle with this. I will definitely be checking out the sex forummfor advice. He stuck by me but I fear the same thing might crop up on him some day. If I didn't have sex it wouldn't really bother me. I have found some homeopathic remedies to help. But I would like more information and advice on what others find helps. Like for instance, I didn't know chocolate was bad. I know about nuts and how lysine helps. I started researching imulux and resolve. I really do believe viruses stay in your spine and it's a matter of pulling it out. But I got a lot of 50/50 on both. Like 50% say it works and 50% say it doesnt. Would also like more diet info. Thanks!

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Welcome to this site I think you will find many useful perspectives!

Your swab, what was it positive for? Was it correctly typed? Have you had a HSV blood test?

Ultimately, there is no reason why your sex life can't be everything you want it to be. The risk of transfer is so low following the right steps and you can both reach a don't care attitude, which is exactly what the virus deserves.

Don't worry about the food stuff. There is no proven link between arginine and herpes. The main issue is stress on your immune system. The correlation is that when people are stressed, they happen to eat arginine rich foods!

Anything that helps your general health and keeps you in tip top shape will help. That's a sensible, balanced diet, exercise and plenty of water.

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Thanks for your support!  Yes I have been tested and swabbed. They said 1 and 2. And the sore comes in same spot every time. That's pretty much how I know I have it. I'm grateful its just one tiny spot because it could be a whole lot worse!

I definitely get outbreaks after times of stress. Ha ha! Was just thinking the same thing about being stressef and eatting bad things. Vicious cycle! I've been through hell and back a few times. I'm learning to heal and pull away from my past and to stop beating myself up over it. I have a beautiful daughter out of whole situation. Don't think I would take her back for one second!

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Hi everyone,

I am new here, just found out 2 months ago that my ex gave me hsv2.  outbreaks are awful. i confronted my ex, and he said "so what". it is hard trying to cope with this. of course i am feeling like i want his face and mouth to be covered in open sores like he left me to deal with; and for his penis to fall off. I am upset, but i do want to move forward and get healthy. it is so hard. i just cant believe he knew he had it, and did not care about infecting me and who knows how many other women. Thats why i want him to be easily identifiable to the next round of unsuspecting women.

right now, i am in need of support and some help. am learning about olive leaf, and oregano oil---from the web. just started taking both, plan on adding lemonbalm and ethinacea. will these herbs work? stop outbreaks? can i ever have sex again in the future?

any advice will help.  thanks all of you!

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Curlygirl first this is directed to you because this may be a new infection and the sooner you go after the virus the better you will be able to deal with it. If you can find either an accredited Master Herbalist, Naturopathic Dr (ND) or Chinese Acupuncture/ Herbalist in your area they should be able to offer help that Allopathic medicine does not regarding diet and supplements? I am not talking about just any clinic that offers herbs and vitamins. A true professional in their fields, with many years of experience behind them, who can offer you the support and health care You need since we are all so very different in the way our body deals with this virus. Personalized care is best as your body will tell them what you need. Please be careful taking herbs without guidance as we are walking talking chemistry and we all know how much fun that can be! Too much of a "Good Thing" can be bad too!

There are very knowledgeable people here regarding prescription antiviral meds, but I have no experience with that, just know there are options and you will find a great deal of experience and information here. 

There is no single simple treatment for this. I have had this almost 35 yrs and can honestly say...yes your sex life will be normal and wonderful, you will just know more about yourself than others do about their bodies. You only need to know about you not everyone else's OB's other than perhaps a way to tell if an OB is imminent. Your knowledge about how this virus works on you will be your strength.

 

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Thanks to both of you for your comments! Curlygirl I know exactly how you feel. I was about seven months prego when my ex's ex girlfriend busted in our apartment and proceeded to tell me he was a drug addict with herpes. I thought she was crazy until I got tested two weeks before I gave birth and they never told me I was positive until I was in labor. My poor baby girl had to have a spinal tap at 1 day old. She had a little iv port in her tiny foot. Luckily all tests came back negative. He slept with many and never told. After I left him, same thing. I had a look at his texts an emails because he had a seizure when it was his weekend with my daughter. My daughter had a tablet that had all his emails and texts attached. So there were tons of texts about him having sex. One young girl contacted him and said she had an std and she had only slept with him. He never even had the decency to text her back. Now his new girlfriend is prego! Boy would I love to tell her. But I try to stay as drama free and not get caught up in his train reck of a life as much as possible. So cut your losses and be happy you never had children with this person.

Surewhynot thanks for mentioning herbalist/naturopathy. Think this is my next step.

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Suffering with this for the past 16 yrs. Never reached the point of coming to peace with this.  Going counseling now for ot and getting intuned with God. Because of this basically live in isolation and depression up to last yr wanted to commit suicide.. Don't feel that way anymore but would love to meet others like myself.

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Surewhynot: thank you so much for your info, and encouraging words. This is a tough new thing to always carry, that is hard to not think about. I am sorry for the delay in getting back to you. Some days are not good days for me lately. But, I am going to make myself accept what has happened to me--as best as I can--so that I can move forward. I still have a life to live, and I want to be happy. I don't want to hide in my house anymore like I am a leper, or that I did something wrong and should therefore be ashamed to go out into the public.

I will look into finding a master herbalist, etc. I really want to work with someone who has a lot of experience in helping people to heal themselves. In my case, with me still being angry; um, I will probably need some valium just to sit still and talk about this to him/her face to face. My mind, my thoughts, have been hijacked by this H mess. I feel like I have the cooties. 

I have questions about how often outbreaks happen? I will take my time in getting in tune to my body, I am in no hurry to  be in a relationship. Again, thank you for the info.

Curlygirl 

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hi to both piscbelieve, and cherish 35!

Thank you ladies for giving input! I am so sorry for what you and your baby went through, piscbelieve. I am glad that you can relate to my feelings. It sucks big time to be made o feel these feelings about ourselves. Ladies, we are the stronger sex, we can pick ourselves up and keep going forward in style, can't we?

I just had my hair cut into a beautiful shorter style. I will work on smiling at myself again when I do my hair and make-up, when I dress , etc. I refuse to let my ex-the creep that he is- steal my joy for life from me.

Cherish 35: I am going to get a little bit of counseling as well. I have to vent, and do some outloud cussing about this. My creepy ex, and your creepy ex's are not worth making us think about harming ourselves. The world is a better place, because we are alive, are loved, and still standing.

I am sending you ladies support. I thank you for supporting me. Let's hold our heads up and smile, even when we might feel like crying. (my mother gave me that pearl of wisdom; I give it to you). Be well.

 

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