I just want to be able to stop thinking about it. It is ruining my overall health. He ruined my life and has now ruined another woman too but she stayed with him. I wanted to warn her but she wouldn't have believed me. But I'm sure she would now. I just want to move on with my life but I'm afraid I will spend the rest of my life alone.
Hi, I just want to say I understand what you’re going through. My partner cheated though he still denies it! I used to get cold sores then when he has his first outbreak I got mine and he tried to blame me for giving it to him. I’m 38years old and come from a small town near Watford. I have 2 kids. I feel like when I get asked out or just a guy is remotely interested I just have the big H in the front of my head! I hate him for doing this to me. I get out breaks every month they are painful and in different places each month. I am going to start looking after myself and eating better, no alcohol and see if that helps.
But I do think of my friend, she has it and she met someone in London 11 years ago. She told him and he was fine with it. They have 2 kids now. She got it from a guy she knew had it and she decided to sleep with him. He told her. She knew the consequences.
You’re not alone
I focus on trying to heal myself. I don’t believe that this is permanent. And I no longer date. I don’t want the drama nor the stress. I’ve found that my overall health has improved and I am much more knowledgeable regarding natural antivirals and immune system boosters. Amino acids play a very large role. Just breathe. You’re gonna be ok. The symptoms do fade away in time.
Trying to move forward as a single woman with herpes is extremely hard. The stigma of it sucks. I hate going to any dr. Now because its plastered all over my chart. You get treated differently. I just want to dissapear. I'm having a really hard time dealing with it even though I'm going to counseling. Anyone have any advice. I was extremely sick and in severe pain from my first outbreak. I wanted to die. I lost 20 lbs in the 3 weeks that I was so sick. I hate the man that did this to me he lied about his results from std testing then told me it was no big deal! I cant move forward. The stigma of having hsv is terrible especially living in a small town!