Thank you for your comments.
Dormantsurprise - you are correct! Depression is whats killing me.
I don't know what to think, all I know is right now I am totally consumed with the "what if's". Once the doctors office calls me with my results I suppose I'll go from there. I've spent countless hours on the internet trying to find if it could be something else. I just don't understand this at all I guess which is why it scares me so much. The 1 the 2 ......1 is mouth. 2 is genitals. But you can have both 1 & 2 on your mouth?! What I've read, the pictures.....that's why I came here. Real people, and help with understanding.
I will of course let you know my results as I will have SEVERAL questions!
Thank you again for your comments