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Hi! Im a new member here and I'm from the Philippines. I just got out of a 9-year relationship as I just recently found out my boyfriend has had relations with hookers and I believe he also hooked up with strangers on online dating sites based on what I found out. He was my first boyfriend and the only guy I slept with. I only recently have been experiencing the symptoms of Herpes since the 2nd week of March. Last time me and my ex got intimate, he had sores on his penis but he said it was just because of his soap and the friction caused when we have sex. I got tested as soon as I was having really painful genital sores and was having flu like symptoms. The doctor did papsmear, gram stain and a viral culture test, I believe. Unfortunately, because of the Covid Pandemic, I haven't gotten my results yet. The doc did however prescribe Aciclovyr to me. Not sure if it really helped coz after a week of taking meds, the sores disappeared but the itchiness is still there. Now the sores are there again. Not sure if this is triggered by my menstruation or due to stress as he just admitted last Saturday that he slept with hookers and did not use protection. I'm really scared and feeling helpless coz of this and add it to the fact that I feel like shit because I got cheated on. I'm just praying that when I get the results, they are negative for Herpes. Has anyone gotten a false negative test then later on found out they really have it?
On Feb 10, I slept with somebody new. I specifically asked him if he had been tested for HSV and HIV via blood test. He told me he had just been tested two months ago and everything was negative and he hadn’t slept with anybody in a year. He either lied to me about being tested or lied about his status. I believe he knew he had HSV2, was not taking antivirals, and didn’t care if he infected me. Now he is using it to make me feel like I HAVE to stay with him because we both have this. And he is minimizing it.
I am in pain, depressed, having suicidal thoughts (don’t think I’d act on them), and feeling hopeless. I have nerve pain all over my genitals, my lower back, my butt, back of my legs. It’s a constant pain and burning. I’m also bleeding as if I’m on a light period! ITS AWFUL! I don’t understand why anybody minimizes this!!! INFORMED CONSENT IS SO IMPORTANT! I feel violated! I’m so angry
I want to die but i am afraid since i got herpes what shoulf i do friends
I am new to the forum and I joined because I am feeling shitty. I was diagnosed 8 years ago and I contracted it from my then boyfriend who became my husband. He did not tell me he was infected, I doubt he even knew but I am angry now because I found it that he was cheating on me.
We are currently going through a divorce and it makes me afraid that I won’t find someone who won’t scorn me. My mood is fine as long as I don’t have an outbreak but as soon as I have one I get depressed, I feel dirty, feel hopeless and it keeps me awake at night. I am so frustrated and I keep asking myself “Why me?”. Has anyone else ever felt this way? How do you cope?
I’m a female and was just diagnosed GHSV 1 and I’m devastated. I really need someone to talk to about their experience. I’m at the end of my rope with general practitioners and their horrible bedside manner. If one more person spits a statistic at me or dismisses the psychological pain I’m going through, I’m going to lose my mind. Cannot see a psychologist for another week. Seems like nothing will ever be the same. Please help me.