I’ve tried to pee all day and I can’t do it, it’s all coming from my eyes. Help please?
I’m came here in looks of a support group. Sorry if this is TMI, but with the topic at hand, I figure not very much is tmi here.
So anyways, Sunday I had started feeling what seemed like a yeast infection (had some itching but nothing looked out of the ordinary) It was late so I didn’t want to drive to the pharmacy to get Monistat, so I found on google that if you soak a tampon in a mixture of water and vinegar, that it would help relieve discomfort. I did that, and it burned, but I thought that meant it was working. The next day I woke up and was in terrible pain. I took a mirror down stairs and all of a sudden I had a bunch of white patches of skin that were bleeding. I thought I had given myself chemical burns, so I made an apt with my OBGYN, hoping to get relief. I went in today and was completely shocked when she told me that my white sores looked like a herpes outbreak! I never even suspected it. I’ve never had anything suspicious before and never saw any sores until I used vinegar. She did testing and I will find out for sure on Friday, but she said she’s pretty sure it’s herpes.
Im totally devasted! I get STD tested between every partner, and always ask for a full panel. I was just informed today that herpes is not included in that. Im really angry about that. Why when you ask to be checked for everything, would they not check you for something that some people have no symptoms of. I could have had this for years! I’ve been sleeping with the same man for the last 4 months, unprotected because I’m on birth control, and we were both recently tested. How do I tell him once I get the confirmation?!
how will I ever date again. I’m only 26 years old. I’ve always dreamed of marriage and kids, and I’m terrified I will never get that now. I’m so depressed and don’t want to live the rest of my life alone. I havnt stopped crying since I left the office. How do you guys cope?