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I don’t think I have any other option.

i was at a party- blacked out don’t know what I did or said. Someone must’ve had sex with me. I was under the influence - didn’t remember anything I did or said to people. 

 

Now, I have herpes. My boyfriend is standing by my side. But I have no other option than to kill myself. I’m from a very nice town and have never had anything 

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It gets better love please believe that at least you have somebody on your side. Suicide last forever the way you are feeling right now will not! I promise. I was suicidal tooo and I’m so glad I didn’t end my life over something so small 

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Hey stop thinking like this.. dont you see in 3-5 years there can be a cure. What you need to do is to reduce your obs because when you dont have them you wont remember it. You have a boyfriend thats good. He will support you. You are living, you are moving, you can work, you can talk you have everything just little small blisters makes you tired ? 

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it gets better as you go on ..  i figured out some good treatments ..  think this way  . pretend your a celebrity . hah . many have it . lots of people .  some one could of ben sadistic and touched the virus on you or  you picked it up on accident .  screw it .. don't worry . treat it .  you got it better most with a disease , haha..  be thankful . don't eat processed foods you night never out break again . give it a while .  it can get worse then it settles down . so stay calm ..  some one will love ya  .  boy friend still does . maybe got it from him . haha. naw but screw it ..  you could stay healthy most the time . cut out breaks and symptoms down fast ..  some people here have nerve damage and everything .  haha.  cheer up kido !!!  a lot of crppy people in the world your still better than them . haha. worlds a dirty place .. make the best of it .. people blinded int this . secret world is now bigger than fake cotton candy world .  fda sucks and media .  think they run injuries and disease for profit . no education or enough on it .  you get messed up no cures for most problems or work injuries then they hand out pills .  fake safety they sell every one . haha. hugs to ya . 

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Please don't, it really is not the end of the world in the grand scheme of things. People love you.  Everybody has it! Peoples grandmas have it, todlers get coldsores, its just a part of life. Please do not fall prey to the stigma.

1 in 4 people have hsv 2. Like 1 in 2 people have hsv 1. Parents expose their kids to children to chicken pox, all kids and adults have one form or another of herpes. It's billions of years old. If you don't have herpes, but basically have been locked in a box all your life. It's almost inevitable to get it!!! Read as much as you can about it from good places, talk to people about it, talk and talk, and talk. Do not be ashamed, don't hide it, but only tell people you trust. Pearls before Swine so to speak.

Learn and learn and learn. Please read this from start to finish. It's my post, but there is some really good information and links in it.

 

 

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8 hours ago, Xxosoccergurl said:

I don’t think I have any other option.

i was at a party- blacked out don’t know what I did or said. Someone must’ve had sex with me. I was under the influence - didn’t remember anything I did or said to people. 

 

Now, I have herpes. My boyfriend is standing by my side. But I have no other option than to kill myself. I’m from a very nice town and have never had anything 

Please wait and see what your 12 week testing tells you. Even then, herpes is no reason not to enjoy a one and only chance at life. No matter what is thrown at us, we have the shoulders to bare it!

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