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I was watching a documentary online the other day about one of the busiest STD clinic in London UK, there wasn’t even one mention of the word herpes, not once. I can understand why people dont want to come forward and admit that they have the virus but as it was almost like it didn’t even exist, they talked about every other STD apart from herpes, I mean wtf! This virus is suppose to be rife but it never gets mentioned in tv dramas, films, anything here in the UK. 

How can this be? How does a virus that turns your normal daily life into an absolute living hell overnight not even get a mention? How do people like me end up in a situation where a couple of years ago you were fine but today I feel so depressed I can’t even get out of bed and face the day. Had someone told me about this virus, how it’s transmitted and what it’s really like to live with I’m sure I wouldn’t even be in this situation but nobody did and it feels like nodbody cares either. 

This is a heartbreaking, devastating illness to have to live with and I find it astonishing that even today nobody really acknowledges the scale of the problem. 

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Soconfused0987

You are so right! It’s so bad that even if you THINK you may have it doctors are so reluctant to even test you for it! I live in a small town in rural south ga and I’m thinking I’m going to have to go out of town to see a dr who is willing to test me. It has been a very miserable last 2 months. 

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17 minutes ago, Soconfused0987 said:

You are so right! It’s so bad that even if you THINK you may have it doctors are so reluctant to even test you for it! I live in a small town in rural south ga and I’m thinking I’m going to have to go out of town to see a dr who is willing to test me. It has been a very miserable last 2 months. 

I hope you’ll be ok xx.

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