You are talking about science, and we don't need believers in science. The skepticism is healthy.
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I agree with both replies. I too had a mini break down, and cried all day for days. But I started to research like crazy and it really did help me come to terms with my diagnosis. Not only that but it made me feel like I had some control over it. You will get there. Give yourself time and keep coming back to this site, it is full of great advice and support. I'm sorry you are going through this.
@JBnATL, thanks for the clarification. That's great to know. I'll almost certainly reach out to her.
@Sanguine108, I have been tracking my food intake carefully for a couple of months in MyFitnessPal. Though my nutrition isn't optimized for my current goals, I don't think there are any smoking guns in there wrt to this..
@Free73, thank you! Great information. I think you've hit on several major points. The hydrocortisone, in combination with the major change and 'shock' to the system, as well as general 'stress', has compromised my immune system, or at least pissed-off the HSV.. I guess it's not uncommon to see an increase in outbreaks during periods of stress and change to the body such as these..
My exercise routine is evolving as I'm still a beginner. I started in July and have been averaging ~4 workouts a week, ~100x10 sets,reps/wk.. I've been hampered lately by a strained pec minor a week or so ago which has impacted most of my upper-body work.
Also, my body probably sees the additional energy demand as even more stressful due to my adrenal/RT3 issues and reduced caloric intake. I set my levels in MFP and Garmin Connect about as low as they would let me and I'm still almost always way under..
Since you've been working out all along, what do you think has caused you increased outbreaks?
Well someone's gotta get this train rolling... we can talk all we want but if the money isn't collected then nothing gets done. As it stands, no one is even working on what we need specifically. Everyone is trying to cure eye diseases, which are important, but I think a more pertinent concern is genital hsv. So, unless we get moving with this, we're gonna be stuck with it for life. Even the groups that ARE working on it, have other priorities and you can see it on their pipelines.
We all go through storms in life. Some more difficult than others, I have been through quite a few them including H.
During these storms don't focus on the darkness but focus on the light guiding our path. While painful I believe we come out better at the end. And yes I am overwhelmed by the power of the light. not the darkness.
I think an initial breakdown is normal to an extent I think most of us go through a mini version. I know I did, but I'm a curious person by nature I like to investigate and research things that I know little about. I became slightly obsessed with HSV 2 and spent hours a day on my phone researching then clearing my browser history for added security lol. But I quickly learned how common it is and what it really is and that helped me accept it and begin to move forward. I suggest you do as much research as possible on this virus to ease your mind and help you better understand it.